failed potential
idek if im just emotional bc im on my period or im just an overall emotional person now but i really hate college apps and the thought of staying in school bc even though itll be different from high school, ill still be stressed and i just want to take a year off to fix my health and my life and find who i am and volunteer and intern and i just
i dont like how im literally refusing to deal with everything i need to and i just feel like a disappointment which is stupid bc i should think im a good person but no matter how hard i try i always end up still hating myself and thinking im stupid and this sucks man everything sucks and everyones struggling and i know that but thats besides the point bc idk mAN I JUST FEEL LIKE IM LETTING EVERYONE DOWN INCLUDING MYSELF AND I REALLY WANT TO JUST CRY ON A FRIEND
I JUST WANNA DRIVE SOMEWHERE AND CRY ON SOMEONE AND SLEEP AND EAT
it’s cold and i feel detached and i get stressed and just want to sleep and keep to myself
i wish you’d let go
"Imperfections are attractive when their owners are happy with them."
Augusten Burroughs, This Is How: Surviving What You Think You Can’t (via perfect)(via perfect-deactivated20180430)
"The skin I’m confined to can’t hold my soul anymore"
“10 Word Poem“ series - #65 (via lettersto-savemyself)(via tigremami)
"For a star to be born, there is one thing that must happen: a gaseous nebula must collapse.
So collapse.
Crumble.
This is not your destruction.
This is your birth."
n.t. (via rlyrlyugly)(via rlyrlyugly-deactivated20151221)
"I have a million things to talk to you about. A million things we have to talk about. All I want in this world is you. I want to see you and talk. I want the two of us to begin everything from the beginning."
Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood (via rlyrlyugly)(via rlyrlyugly-deactivated20151221)
"I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself."
Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis (via weedbrain)(via ernadetta)
"Nostalgia is a
dirty liar
that insists things
were better
than they seemed."
Michelle K., I Can’t Stop Questioning It. (via perfect)(via perfect-deactivated20180430)
"How fascinating it is that there are millions of people all over the world who are wide awake at 4 am missing someone. And there are millions of people sound asleep at 4 am, with no idea that they’re being missed."
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